After all this negative thinking and feeling as if nothing would ever be good enough, something has changed. Aaron is the man I want to be with for the rest of my life. I've never felt so deeply about someone and not questioned it. Though we've only been reunited for almost four months, I've never had someone know me through and through. 

We've been talking about moving back to Florida together. And it seems everything might just work out. We are both VERY supportive of each other's endeavors and career choices. I know how mportant this is in a relationship. I know that his calling is in the landsaping business, and I plan on being there for him and helping him anytime he asks. My career change to Nursing or Cosmetology are both great ideas and will definitely bring in the income for us to live a modest life. that's really all I want.  With him, everything will be my life's dream.

I had a dream lastnight that I was speaking with my step-mom about our upcoming wedding. We're not even engaged, but in the dream we were. we were planning a very small wedding on the beach, but couldn't decide whether to have the reception in KY anf FL so that everyone could celebrate in our marriage. I look into the future all the ime, but recently I've noticed that I've enjoyed each day just as much.